Interregnum
Mary Soon Lee
Sixteen years old, fourth son,
together with his brothers
before their father's body
stiffened,
the kingdom suspended without
a king:
four princes, one crown
(a crown he had no use for,
a crown of war, alliances,
duty).
He slept on straw near his
horse,
displacing the stableboy,
waited for his eldest brother
to return
triumphant, ready for the
throne--
then brother after brother
vanished
into rock and ice and cloud.
The steward took his sword,
his shield, sent him out at
dusk:
no torch, no guide, no horse,
no servant, no food, no water.
Snow deepened under his boots;
he waded through drifts,
fell once, twice. The wind
mocked him;
he thought of the warm stable,
the bed of straw, his horse,
sleep -- but sleep meant
death,
so he stumbled on. The wind
called his brothers' names.
He shouted back his own name;
the wind laughed. Snow fell.
He walked half-blind; sleet
kissed
his forehead. The wind said
sleep.
He sang to drown it, sang
hymns,
nursery songs, drinking songs,
dirges, ballads, marching
tunes,
the love songs his mother had
favored
(she who was bartered for
peace
to a man she'd never met).
He fell, pushed himself
upright,
saw a black cloud speed
against the wind.
She landed beside him, her
breath ash,
snow steaming from her wings.
He knelt, but did not beg,
and asked after his brothers.
"One slept. One fought.
One pissed
himself. They didn't taste
like kings."
She laughed. "And you?
What will you
pay for a crown, little
princeling?"
"Nothing. I don't want
it."
She flamed, and he saw himself
reflected
in her scales, a kneeling,
shivering boy.
"Then why," she
asked, "are you here?"
"Because they sent
me." He stopped. "No."
He was so tired, he couldn't
think--
"Because the kingdom
needs a king."
He struggled to his feet.
"And what will you pay
for the crown,
little princeling? Gold? Men?
A song?"
"My freedom!" he
shouted at her.
"Well," she said,
"that's a start."
(Years later, on a spring
morning,
his queen asked, greatly
daring,
about the woman whose name he
cried
in his sleep. "Not a
woman," he said,
his heart on the mountain
where he entered his
kingship.)
Poet's Notes:
In the summer of 2013, after a
decade writing mainstream poetry, I happened to write several fantasy poems.
"Interregnum" was the sixth of these, and the boy and the dragon
pulled me into their world and kept me there. Since then, I have written over
two hundred poems about what happened after the boy became king, but the broad
arc of the tale was shaped by its beginning. King Xau is brave, resolute,
honest, fond of horses, and puts his kingdom before himself. I have never
written anything else that has meant as much to me.
Editor’s Note: This is a powerful, old
school, epic poem. As with all good poems of this genre, it stands alone,
creating its own past and future, and makes the reader yearn for more. "Interregnum" was first published in Star*Line #36.4, Autumn 2013 and was a
finalist in the recent Songs of Eretz Poetry Award Contest.
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